So I guess the Chargers are going to win the division.  We are still a game ahead of them with one game to go, but that game is against them IN SAN DIEGO.  The Chargers would win the tiebreaker, so if they beat us next week they go instead of us.  I don’t have much faith that we are going to be able to beat them in San Diego.  The way our defense has been looking the last couple of weeks, I don’t see it happening.

I think we’re going to be watching the Playoffs instead of playing in them.

Wow, this book is great!  It really sounds like something I could have written.  I have to force myself to put it down!  It sounds like the author is a former Christian, just like myself, who became disenfranchised by his faith, just like myself.  Now he is an agnostic, asking many of the same questions I am.  A great read!

Damn, I sometimes think that David Draiman can read my mind!!

Criminal
Disturbed

Malevolent criminal, I
When the vision paints my mind
Cross the invisible line
And you’ll be paid in kind

Criminal, this suffering
It makes me think like a criminal
The suffering, when we’re alone
Criminal, this suffering
It makes me feel like a criminal
The suffering, when we’re alone

Typical enough for me
That I burn inside in agony
What power will enable me
To bury my vision

The hunger coming over me
As I learn to hide the agony
To make a final remedy
To close the door once and for all

In a world that I don’t want to know
With a message that I never want to send
To be freed from all of this
I want you to quicken my end

Don’t tell me I cannot go
With a wound that refuses to mend
Deliver me from all of this
I want you to quicken my end

It seems the whole experience is
Terrible and crippling
The pain is much more
Than physical, beyond belief
When we’re alone

Typical enough for me
That I burn inside in agony
What power will enable me
To make this decision

Despair has fallen over me
No way to hide the agony
Embracing my calamity
To save myself once and for all

In a world that I don’t want to know
With a message that I never want to send
To be freed from all of this
I want you to quicken my end

Don’t tell me I cannot go
With a wound that refuses to mend
Deliver me from all of this
I want you to quicken my end

Now you wanna know, you want a name
You wanna call me mother fucker
Now you wanna know, you want a name
You wanna say it doesn’t matter

Now you wanna know, you want a name
You wanna call me mother fucker
Now you wanna know, you want a name
You wanna say it doesn’t matter now

Now, now you wanna know
Now you wanna name
Now you wanna place
Now you wanna time
Now you wanna know

Now, now you wanna know
Now you wanna name
Now you wanna place
Now you wanna time
Now you wanna know, now

In a world that I don’t want to know
With a message that I never want to send
To be freed from all of this
I want you to quicken my end

Don’t tell me I cannot go
With a wound that refuses to mend
Deliver me from all of this
I want you to quicken my end

Don’t say it isn’t so
I’m on a path that you’ll never comprehend
Set me free from all of this
I need you to quicken my end